I just want to feel better...

why? I can't understand what is wrong...with me, with you, with us. With everything.
I feel that everything I've do is the worst even when I want to do is the better. I don't know when it all turned on this. And I don't know why life is so hard...but when I wake up, I feel a hole in my heart. I get up, I dress. And I get out walking on the street with nothing to do, just to feel the air stroking my face, the flowers perfuming my feet and the sun illuminating my hair. And...for a moment, I feel peace.

...And I can feel happiness.

GiiniiZz!!!***